blogs are too much work to keep up with....

so weekend update.
I didn't get into Tanglewood and I am not really bothered. I had a feeling I wouldn't be accepted, and to be honest, the time just isn't right. Now all I have to wait on are my lovely schools.
btw
BU I am kind of pissed at. They STILL have "not received" my transcript of which I have sent two copies, and furthermore(though this is my fault) they have my school listed as "Northern Essex Community College-Lawrence Gen. Hosp"
WTF?
bitch isn't even a fucking school! It's a hospital!!
ugh so now I guess I have to like call them, and we all know how much I LOVE the telephone...
I want to go somewhere this summer. That requires some financial organization on my part, something which I basically fail at. I swear I need an accountant because I am a flake and honestly I try to account for all my money but very often my calculations are off and thus my current, seemingly insurmountable debt.
the sad part...
its 450.00$
like ru kidding me?
why can't I pay that?
I find myself sitting here laughing at myself and my complete inability to pay such a menail amount of money when I get paid like 120.00-150.00 each week.

clearly I have an issue...